The Tale #27 - The Video Journal in action.

The video journal was the way I grounded myself.  The way I kept going.  Knowing that someday (RIGHT NOW) after I healed myself, I would share my experience.  Here is the second half of a video Diary right after I saw Karen Judge and was in the process of figuring out the "Broken Leg by Dad" scenario and "The Priest" scenario.  My girlfriend and I had just broken up and I was alone up in my cabin in the woods of Northern Westchester trying to figure it all out.

There is a line in this video where I say: “I am either going insane or becoming sane.”  I was becoming sane, grounded, in the moment, really present, but in order to do that I had to experience all the mysteries and madness from my hidden past.

It is over 6 years since this video journal.  I am older, wiser, (maybe not as cute,) but I have grown up, really grown up by letting go of so so so much anguish from my childhood that I somehow locked in my unconscious and in my body.

This man struggling is a hero.  We all are heroes when we refuse to give up, refuse to step into despair.

 

Ken from six years ago, I am so proud of you.

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